Days turn into months
Life becomes me
You came out of nowhere
From someplace I’ve never been
All at once I’m not homesick
When I’m with you
I’m awakened
I start my self anew
In a new world
with a new mind
carrying my old and battered heart
still beating
ever stronger
Words fail me
My dose of reality
Comes so swiftly and expectantly
When I feel like I start to lose my head
I end up losing you
my heart instead
The clouds roll by
Right through me
I feel still
And all of a sudden chill
What day is this
It is new
As the morning has its dew
You’re always dear
Dear moon
Stop forever my mood
For I am new
And my heart is
Just for you
The moon in my window
Stars disappear
Your eyes ever clear
I don’t need the moon
when I have you
Waters edge and I start
To feel and to feel my heart
I don’t need the breeze
When I feel you
You may be lost
but all is not lost
We go through this life with our hands and our heads
Mostly our hearts
Take a beating
Hands bleeding
Head in a spin
We feel all things in time
We need our time
to be alone
to feel alone
think for yourself
Find that thing that brings you joy
hold onto it and enjoy it while it lasts
because everything in life is fleeting
Our hearts must keep loving
even when our heads say it hurts us so
you never know
(via demiilauren)
The sun scorches down to the core
My core is found and flooded with your life
Burnt to a crisp on the wings of a fever-ridden sky
Then all at once the rain poured
It fell on my face like a kiss that you never forget
A kiss that seems like forever since it existed
Or never had before
I’m glad it took you so long dear rain
If only for the reason that I appreciate you ever more
More than before
I cradle your wetness in the pores of my skin
and curse the wind for drying you away
Don’t forget me when you go
I will never be the same
I will keep your imprint like that first kiss
Your kisses on my heart
Filled with the rain that pours from my face
Did you hear me laugh out loud
Did you take to heart my soul
You did not
Not until I was gone
Not until I was not yours to keep
anymore
Anymore time
Anymore love
Anymore pain
Coming from a place
not new
We have common pain
we have thoughts of strange
Strange choices
Lost chances
I regret not
That I loved you
I regret not
That I still
But I am not yours
and will never be again
Going through the motions of thought
loving time alone
hating the time feeling alone
when will this be tolerable?
I am slowing down
taking the breathe to be
because I need to believe
that I don’t need you to feel like I’m me
Take my time
feel my sanity like a fingertip to the heart
caressing my soul one day at a time
one day at a time
And your hand in my hand
makes my heart beat beat
like that old feeling
I never knew I could feel again
You see me, I see you
And your there
I’m here
Come get me
There are crumbs where my heart used to beat
Growing ever so slowly
Loving breath by breath
Like a picture
Like a cause
I’m not who I once was
Make the time to be
Because my rhyme is to see me
It’s not about me
It’s not about love
It’s not that I can’t be alone
It’s just better now
Somehow when I need
I need nothing at all
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